Thursday, April 30, 2009

i forget

isn't it nice to just be yourself? because sometimes i forget who i am, sometimes i forget what really makes me laugh, sometimes i forget what i think is stupid, sometimes i forget what i really want. sometimes i'm not me at all. but then i have days where i forget that i care, that i forget people are watching, that i forget where i've been, that i forget my mistakes, and i know where i'm going. and its on those days that i remember this is how i should be everyday of my life.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009


how do you make somebody feel loved? how do you tell them they have so much to live for and breathe for and work towards? i just don't understand how we all get so down these days- but whats more i don't know how to help people up. i try and i try and i try! but words are mere words- and unless you believe them- they mean nothing. just a bothersome noise in the air. i just don't know what to do... just don't know how to help. if i could change the world for them i would. if i could search the earth for the happiness and the acceptance and love that they seek and deliver it to them- i would. but i can't. so i'm stuck here with my empty words.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

the beginning

i'm not even sure where to begin on this... i mean its blogging, i never really understood what it was, or what it did, or why would people even do it?? but now i see it as a way of expression you know? a way that others can see what you think and believe- but its a little less... in your face. its more of an "if you have time" type of thing. which is kinda nice.

so i named my blog "life goes on" because its probably my favorite saying- and i literally say it all the time. because life really really does go on. say you're having an awful-terrible-no-good-very-bad-day day, and we all have those, you know the days, you just have to remember that later in life, this day won't even matter! so don't dwell on it! chances are, in most cases anyways, you'll forget about the incident by the end of the week! so don't let bad days get you down! i mean its ok to have a bad day and moap about it every once in a while- but don't make it everyday. cuz sometimes it drives people up the walls ;)

just remember life goes on :)