It's funny how much things can change in such a short amount of time.
It's funny how I can start my summer with one plan in mind
and have it go totally opposite
but I don't mind.
It's funny that I don't have such pain anymore
It's funny that I remember what it's like to feel again
the pain I was so accustomed to
has finally left.
I'm still afraid though.
Scared for the future.
Of what it holds.
And who it hurts.
But one scripture helps a lot.
"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear:
because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love"
Something to strive for. To remember always.
No fear. Just love.